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!Saturday, March 25, 2006
hmm.. as i was lying on my bed... trying to fall aslp yesterday night.. i tot to myself.. i am quite contented already. contented with life. i have my beloved mummy n daddy. i have my siblings. i have my good friends and of coz.. i haf found my best friend. i always tell myself.. in one's life.. if one can find a best friend.. who knows one inside out.. who realises one's mood.. who is always there for one.. who talks to one about everything under the sun (or the moon also can).. who reeli lives in one's heart. hmm.. i am contented coz i have already found one. tt's u.. cher sook yee. u noe wad.. maybe i nv eva tell u tt u r so important to me.. okie.. it sounds like i am reeli in love with u. muahahahahz.. but reeli.. no matter how much u and i have changed.. no matter where we go.. no matter how different our paths will be in the future.. no matter how different the two of us are and last but not least.. how stupid you r n how clever am i.. ahhaz.. i still love this friendship we built.
so. i haf my best fren.. i haf my family (though not a perfect one).. i haf many friends... i haf good results.. wad can i ask for. though sometimes i might think nothin is eva enuff.. but i guess.. as i grow up n become more mature.. i tend to learn to think of things beyond the surface. i learnt to appreciate good things.. though when i am reeli pissed off.. i am reeli blind n retarded .. as in i dunno how to calm down and think. but now.. i wanna remind myself constantly tt i already have alot.. so i shld not ask for more.. but learn to treasure them.
put in in simple words. i love growing up. and though the job i haf now is like a daily routine thingy. i reeli learnt alot. i noe how fortunate i am. i noe i am so much better off. i have a working brain. i have responsible parents. i get guidance as i grow up. i am showered with love n care from my family. i have so many friends whom i love. unlike some students at my workplace(though some r irritating), at such a young age, wad they have are problems at home which i dun haf. if i were them.. who will i be now? so.. everything is fine for me now..
muahahz.. i forgot the mention something.. i love myself too.